Post by Embodiment of Speed on Mar 18, 2014 7:49:17 GMT -8
(note: this is not some kind of emotional story telling. Neither do I want people to pity me or anything. I just wanted to share my story, that's all :3)
So yeah, I'm really somewhere between Insanity and Killing mood. I know it isn't funny to joke about killing people, but this guy almost drove me this far, and if he doesn't stop it could only get worse.
There is this kid in school who is... pretty unpopular would be a fitting word. There aren't people that really like him because of his terrible personality (bragging, downer etc.). But well, I'm the most friendly/happy person you will ever see at my school and as a result, I also became friendly towards him. So it went alright for some time I guess, until his personality literally took the better of him. He began spreading lies about me or make me sound bad to everybody for his own sake, so that people would like him and hate me.
Not that it had effect because I am the representative of the class so bringing me down is a bit of taking the edge side of the knife. And I'm the most happy person they'll see so spreading bad things about me... yeah, you can see where this goes. As a result, nobody on school literally took him serious. The problem was that he actually thought he had friends and unfortunately, everybody started acting a bit like that despite not actually meaning it. I really tried to tell him this so often because it's for his own good, but he's so completely oblivious that he just ignored all my cares for him. And thus I grew a hatred for him. Me, one of the happiest persons actually, hates someone. No really, when I told a friend that I hated someone he made a weird face. That wouldn't happen to me.
But yeah, I ignored him, he kept on going etc. I didn't really care anymore as, as mentioned before, nobody took him serious. On school that was.
He also works at a supermarket where he began spreading things to people who didn't know me. I didn't really care as I didn't know them, but still, that really made me pissed. But there was one thing that changed everything, where I really went from hatred to having dead thoughts with that kid.
I had an ex-girlfriend which, as said, is an ex. However, we still went along just fine, nothing wrong. But you know what he did? He began spreading that I told everybody she was a lesbian. Sure, nobody might care about what he said but they surely care about whatever she says, because she is just as me, an overall happy and friendly person.
Now, I just wanted to mention that that lesbian stuff is a lie, and that girl also knows it. But had it been anyone else, it might easily have gone for the worse.
So what do you guys think? I really want to talk to him and lift out my heart, but because he is so completely oblivious, he won't listen. And really, for a person to drive me into a killing mood, that person must have really done a lot wrong.
Well, thanks for listening :3 I was happy I could share my feelings. It at least calmed me down a bit.
So yeah, I'm really somewhere between Insanity and Killing mood. I know it isn't funny to joke about killing people, but this guy almost drove me this far, and if he doesn't stop it could only get worse.
There is this kid in school who is... pretty unpopular would be a fitting word. There aren't people that really like him because of his terrible personality (bragging, downer etc.). But well, I'm the most friendly/happy person you will ever see at my school and as a result, I also became friendly towards him. So it went alright for some time I guess, until his personality literally took the better of him. He began spreading lies about me or make me sound bad to everybody for his own sake, so that people would like him and hate me.
Not that it had effect because I am the representative of the class so bringing me down is a bit of taking the edge side of the knife. And I'm the most happy person they'll see so spreading bad things about me... yeah, you can see where this goes. As a result, nobody on school literally took him serious. The problem was that he actually thought he had friends and unfortunately, everybody started acting a bit like that despite not actually meaning it. I really tried to tell him this so often because it's for his own good, but he's so completely oblivious that he just ignored all my cares for him. And thus I grew a hatred for him. Me, one of the happiest persons actually, hates someone. No really, when I told a friend that I hated someone he made a weird face. That wouldn't happen to me.
But yeah, I ignored him, he kept on going etc. I didn't really care anymore as, as mentioned before, nobody took him serious. On school that was.
He also works at a supermarket where he began spreading things to people who didn't know me. I didn't really care as I didn't know them, but still, that really made me pissed. But there was one thing that changed everything, where I really went from hatred to having dead thoughts with that kid.
I had an ex-girlfriend which, as said, is an ex. However, we still went along just fine, nothing wrong. But you know what he did? He began spreading that I told everybody she was a lesbian. Sure, nobody might care about what he said but they surely care about whatever she says, because she is just as me, an overall happy and friendly person.
Now, I just wanted to mention that that lesbian stuff is a lie, and that girl also knows it. But had it been anyone else, it might easily have gone for the worse.
So what do you guys think? I really want to talk to him and lift out my heart, but because he is so completely oblivious, he won't listen. And really, for a person to drive me into a killing mood, that person must have really done a lot wrong.
Well, thanks for listening :3 I was happy I could share my feelings. It at least calmed me down a bit.