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Post by The Red Samurai on Jan 29, 2014 13:13:04 GMT -8
Amy remember this much if you feel you need to talk with someone we're here for you
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Post by Mermaid Amy on Jan 29, 2014 13:27:44 GMT -8
Thanky you.
Everyone else is enjoying this place, but I'm having difficulties. I'm seriously stressed out.
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Post by JacobPF on Jan 29, 2014 16:32:27 GMT -8
Stressing just makes things worse, just try to have fun and hakuna matata.
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Post by Mermaid Amy on Jan 29, 2014 16:43:21 GMT -8
It's really hard for me. My jealousy issues get in the way.
For example I'll just come out and say it... I'm pissed off because of the Chaos Wars RP have 30+ or now maybe 40+ pages. I'm very angry at everyone RPing in it. I'm not doing anything disruptive or mean to anyone, I'm just very upset. That's what drove me to quitting RPing.
I feel like an idiot for dropping out of the one Tyrantrum (Applebane) started, which also has 30+ pages. That was my fault and I'm regretting it now. That's making me feel bad too though.
I'm having trouble getting over it and moving on.
This gets back to my core problem... so much anger, but a personality of not really wanting to harm others or ruin their fun.
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Post by clownboss on Jan 29, 2014 17:31:00 GMT -8
Jealousy, anger, fear, why these things, why all these negative things? Why are you having them? They just pin you down. They're just... pointless. It's all pointless. It's all an illusion. It's plain sailing.
I never try to let these things get to me, and look where I am. So you stop being angry at things. Life is too short to be angry at things.
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Post by Mermaid Amy on Jan 29, 2014 17:46:27 GMT -8
I see. I'm trying to learn how to overcome it still. Talking about it, does help reduce the anger.
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Post by SteaminFeline56 on Jan 29, 2014 18:17:47 GMT -8
I get what your saying with the Chaos Wars RP. I'm not a big fan of free to join anytime full improv RPs either, unless they are 1 on 1 Arena battles that are easy to keep track of. If you want, But don't let some RPs you didn't like keep you from liking RPing as a whole. If you want, I could help you build and maintain an organized RP.
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Post by Mermaid Amy on Jan 29, 2014 18:28:25 GMT -8
I'd like that. Thanky you for the offer, of course... I'll still be upset about the other RPs having so many pages. I still haven't gotten over that, I tried but failed.
I'm really developing a grudge over how many pages an RP as reached. It may be best for me to give up on RPing as much as it hurts... I fear I'll become a bully over it. I quit doing arena battles since that gets boring if that's only kind of RPing I can do, I then gave up on RPing since I don't think I can control myself in wanting to rush and spam posts to get pages. It's a weird contradiction... I hate being left out, but I also hate being in an RP with less than 30+ pages while there's any going that have 30+ pages.
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Post by clownboss on Jan 29, 2014 23:40:22 GMT -8
Realise it's all trivial and pointless. Those RPs don't deserve to give you troubles. You don't need that kind of anger controlling your life. Rise above it. Be above it all.
Why be angry? It's just pure malevolence. Nothing good ever comes when someone is angry. No useful invention, no good book, no good advice, and most of all not a good friend or a lover... so don't be angry, or upset about things. You say you want to be kind to everyone? Then don't get angry. No matter what happens. Just swim along instead.
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Post by JacobPF on Jan 30, 2014 1:52:13 GMT -8
Finding Dory is going to come out soon. To quote her, just keep swimming, just keep swimming.
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Post by Mermaid Amy on Jan 30, 2014 9:24:15 GMT -8
Wise words. Thanky you.
I guess I can confess to being something of a delicate flower that needs careful tending. That's why I'm trying to ask for help.
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Post by Doggielover10124 (Fawn) on Jan 30, 2014 9:47:58 GMT -8
Just keep swimming Just keep swimming Just keep swimming swimming swimming What do we do? We swim, swim =3
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Post by Applebane Without Leave on Jan 30, 2014 10:10:05 GMT -8
It's really hard for me. My jealousy issues get in the way. For example I'll just come out and say it... I'm pissed off because of the Chaos Wars RP have 30+ or now maybe 40+ pages. I'm very angry at everyone RPing in it. I'm not doing anything disruptive or mean to anyone, I'm just very upset. That's what drove me to quitting RPing. I feel like an idiot for dropping out of the one Tyrantrum (Applebane) started, which also has 30+ pages. That was my fault and I'm regretting it now. That's making me feel bad too though.
I'm having trouble getting over it and moving on. This gets back to my core problem... so much anger, but a personality of not really wanting to harm others or ruin their fun. You could just create a new character and rejoin the RP!
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Post by Mermaid Amy on Jan 30, 2014 11:08:28 GMT -8
I don't want to, since I have problems with joining late or rejoining. It'd be better to start a new RP imo, but then I'd want to rush it to catch up in page count. My quitting RPing hurts me, but I feel it better to take the hurt than be a jerk over whose RP has how many pages or whatever. I'm probably messed up in my thinking, but I'm trying to be nice by trying to not to ruin anyone else's fun.
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Post by JacobPF on Jan 30, 2014 12:02:53 GMT -8
I don't want to, since I have problems with joining late or rejoining. It'd be better to start a new RP imo, but then I'd want to rush it to catch up in page count. My quitting RPing hurts me, but I feel it better to take the hurt than be a jerk over whose RP has how many pages or whatever. I'm probably messed up in my thinking, but I'm trying to be nice by trying to not to ruin anyone else's fun. Tyrantrum could let you rejoin your character and enact the trope 'remember the new guy' or 'the bus came back'. You wouldn't have to catch up by any means.
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